I choose life and to be healed of breast cancer rather than “death do us part”. Many years ago I took a vow that was inconsistent with the life force within me now. I love Higher Power, the people arond me and making promises I can keep. Being married I promised my mom, my whole family witnessed me getting married, and G-d I promised! I even made ny then partner promise to outlive me. He took back all his promises anf thus I asked to be released of our vows. He said no and I persisted! Eventually he agreed and by then I learned of rituals of divorce.
Divorce is considered a commandment or good deed. Wow, I could feel great and I felt Higher Power showed me these ideas, traditions, and possibilities so I could self heal from what I choose to allow to”kill me” to keep my promises.
This note is to help you be able to extend your life if you have taken vows in any life or in any dimension!
I wrote this from my heart to yours:
“I have been trying to figure out how to tell you something
I want you to hear from me because I want my love (Heart Energy)
to help open the field of all possibilities for every person I meet!
I am now a divorced woman that wants to make sure our friends know
I am loyal to my former spouse, friend Greg- the father of my children. I
Loyalty in frienddhip has come up often. Friends that wonder, I let them know,
I am loyal to all of my friends and I to choose me is to also choose him.
I am so blessed that I worked that out with my parents and whole family. Everyone still believes him to be awesome!
Why is that? How can we be going through a divorce and neither of us is the “bad guy?”
This is because I took the hippocratic oath in 1995. “Above all else do no harm!” and especially the privacy/confidentiality part of the oath.
I am explaining this for you so you can understand your own journey and relationship to loyaltym the vows you make, and so you can stand on my shoulders metaphorically speaking!
I know I embarked on a healing Journey in 2003 when I met Greg and a small still voice, I call “Higher Power” or “I Am presence” said, “Hang out with this one!”
Higher Power is the basis for why we hung out in the very beginnning. It is through this miraculous energy that I am loyal to each person I meet. I do no harm and only share what the other has shared in a crowded room.
You can read my private diary entry that has been cleared by everyone who is listed on the page!
I am writing to you because you wrote to me first!
FIrst of all, like me, get great at keeping people’s private information private. Especially if you are married! I kept everything Greg did not share with others directly private about our lives, “Private!”0
I do this for everyone because I have taken the Hippocratic Oath in Manipal, India as part of an International Students program at Kastuba Medical College! It is respect for patient privacy and confidentiality. HIgher power shows me so much and as I grow more responsible I then took responsibility for myself and every person I met to be on a healing journey with me.
My life is my message, (as Gandhi taught) so keeping confidentiality is beyond a professional responsibility when I became a physician.
You may know the famous oath attributed to Hippocrates, ancient Greek physicians pledged to respect confidentiality in these words: “What I may see or hear in the course of the treatment or even outside of the treatment in regard to the life of men (women, and them) which on no account one must spread abroad, I will keep to myself, holding such things shameful to be spoken about.”
Shameful. I felt divorcing was shameful for me because I had promised, “I Am” presence, my Mom, and so many in my community to never divorce Greg. Until I learned it was a “Blessing!” Greg finally agreed and is now very inspired by “Following his North Wind!”
I feel blessed to be divorced and choose to create new ways! Where to be loyal to me is to be loyal to all that I am so grateful I choose and chooses me/we!
Pivoting to sharing something private from my “Apple -iphone Notes”, aka
AKA means also known as….
You may have heard me mention -“my diary” aka “Life Energy Update” aka “The adventures of the experiment!” other times it gets the title -“creative mind of true nature” and,or “nature’s mind as me”…
Does your life seem like mine -Miracles…Divine Grace… Divine Appointments?
Maybe this share will help you find one Miracle after another because I am
willing to share with you and all that I meet –
Metamorphosis, Miracles and Manifestation for the greatest good.
I made sure what I am about to share is okay to share because it involves 8 of us we call Team Larsen.
Through out the day, I write in my “notes” to study myself; to make me a better me for you, for everyone I encounter, so I discern energy accurately! I especially make me a better me for me to trust Higher Power even more!
I like myself so much better when I can see and amplify the best possible outcome for another! I want this because I “know” the golden rule is the most important “rule” from all of my near death experiences!
In my near death experiences I understood deep spiritual concepts
and began searching in every book
in every waking breathe a way to share it with my loved ones.
Like me, have you had a near death experience that made you more alive than ever
because you know “The Ecstasy of Oneness”?
“The way we treat people is the way we treat God.”
– Teilhard de Chardin
From: https://www.xavier.edu/jesuitresource/online-resources/
Top 8 Golden Rule Quotes:
“Everything you should do you will find in this: Do nothing to others that would hurt you if it were done to you.” – Mahabharata 5:1517 (Hinduism)
“Do not offend others as you would not want to be offended.” – Udanavarga 5:18 (Buddhism)
“The successes of your neighbor and their losses will be to you as if they are your own.” – T’ai-Shang Kan-Ying P’ien (Taoism)
“Is there any rule that one should follow all of one’s life? Yes! The rule of the gentle goodness: That which we do not wish to be done to us, we do not do to others.” – Analectas 15:23 (Confucianism)
“That which you do not wish for yourself you shall not wish for your neighbor. This is the whole law; the rest is only commentary.” – Talmud Shabbat 31a (Judaism)
“In everything, do to others what you would have them do to you. For this sums up the law and the prophets.” – Matthew 7:12 (Christianity)
“None of you shall be true believers unless you wish for your brother the same that you wish for yourself.” – Sunnatt (Islam)
“Do one of the above; And live in such a way that you will enrich, and not diminish, our relatives in the Earth family of animals and plants, soil, air, and water.” – Earth Wisdom
Do you ask your self the same questions every night to know yourself better? I learned in High School to do as Benjamin Franklin did. Keep a journal.
At the end of every day, I ask… “Did I leave everything better than I found it?”
I am stalling a little because this is hard to do- You know, share my diary entry from when Greg and I began sharing about “Uncoupling” for extending life for ourselves.
Okay – Diary (Dec 8, 2022) entry:
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Who do I become?
Thank you all that helped me-
G-d
Mom and Dad
Steve and Summer
William and Kavita Daswani
Jazzy and Tyler
Robert Mann
Greg Larsen
Dr. Raffi and Nurse wife
Gaia
Jen Herda
Angel and Teddy
Grace and Max
BCL, JL. and her parents.
My mantras- “Thank you, thank you -yes all is miraculous -because it is – I am that I Am!
Be still and know. Heal, Feel, Trive, The Three Graces.”
“There are only two ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle.”
Albert Einstein
With now and every past decision complete.
And just like that… it was all over…the trip to California…the road I am so grateful I traveled…the journey -becoming wife, mother and Wo- man because I married…and am now in a divorced status.
Wow… there is so much rawness still to unpack.
The children that came through us…
Life longing for itself
Their world we cannot even visit
Not even in our dreams
the end of our “Road trip to California story”…
Nearly 16 and 18 years old!
(Writing to you today -10/10/2024 -The reseason for this message is to complete everything you can as quickly as you can for your best progress for the rest of your life and the life of humanity for the next 230 years.
Do you hear the messages from your stars -in your birth chart -no matter who you are!
You will complete all projects you began in 2008. Complete for the greatest good of all!
Keep reading my diary and I will explain at the end!)
Beginning of the next -what will I call this story?
It begins as co-parents, service to our expanding community, and with giving Thanks!
I was a single wife for many of those years- oh … wow …
We never quite meshed after lock down…
Wow..caring for those no longer with us…
I miss you so much!!!
Thank you ANgels for every breath-taking moment!
My heart aches -oh – what we did for one another!
Oh what I did for him. For them.
Remember Sturgeons raise their kids till they are 20 years old.
What a gift we gave our kids… Community that watched them grow …
Cherished by the community! Thank you community -Angels- Guides –
I could no longer choose him…and my heart….
Two separate things now. My heart would have stopped if I had to give myself to him.
My heart never wanted to lose him. My heart never wanted our kids to choose…
they won’t have to -we continue in community!
Community won’t have to choose because we are all related through our kids!
For we grew one heart in Each of them with the Holy Spirit and all of the magic we could let in!
Thank you community!
Conscious and unconscious coupling and uncoupling from the start!
Grateful…oh I got “The trip to California” -Oh I got to “Live the Dream” and “Hotel California” -oh sweet Summer – how we would sing that! …
I am most proud of never hiding anything and forgiving everything!
What is you and what is me? Oh wow…the good times I will keep in my mind- and I know we will say the statement “Sometimes it is best to complete!”
G-d, our kids, our community choose us both. We did the best we could!
Wow everything left better especially each of the kids – 2 humans, 2 cats, 2 dogs!
Collage -I want to make a collage of us all at the Next New Moon!
8 of us – 4 -Male and Female of each…how did that happen?
Miracles- Miracle- Miracles
Amazing Grace!
Those stories of woe – I let them go again and again…I learned something each time! Thank you!
I am still learn…oh Thank you ..memories and thank goodness we invited a better way -divorce rather than needing death to do us part.
Really depending on my point of view- what really happens-
what happened – I am grateful for every bit of it too! Over time it will all be clear!
The material I have for my comedy show -one woman act- I can’t make this stuff up….
Mom and Dad -I can’t wait to share it with you!
We let the vows go in love -No death necessary to write new vows to our children, community, and each other, consciously uncoupling!
As this “Road trip to Cali” story ends…I am so grateful to have mourned to be in morning- new – good mourning- good morning fresh start days! Tears-tears tear- rewire -tears rewire my brain! I am so strong in letting them fall as they may -today … You make my world so cool!
Every moment is a chance to be present! Every moment is a moment to make the next best choice.
Leave everything better than you found it! With Greg I certainly did! He is better and I am too -having children for me was a dream come true!
So my new life aka “NOW” is always beginning again! “You can never step in the same river twice!”
Feeling ready for every Earthlings emotion
Your “cold moon” will be at its fullest.
Tonight my heart gazed through my eyes. Thank you for I see your beauty -“long night moon”!
I am not afraid….
I tried everything and I know I couldn’t have done any better by another human being!
Divorced, the light in me knows how to be …
Alive.
I will discover it -the new alive me – with every person I see!
Yay – so so grief- and your stages…
Fools fall in love
Those that choose to -they fall in love and can only love more – never less than before!
Stages – Denial, Anger, and Bargaining are over -Acceptance – Acceptance and the big D-
Not depression. Decisions – Actions that serve!
Will I always choose love with the open heart of a fool and wear
these crazy heels? Heels heal me -on my tippy tippy toes for how I can grow a better me in every moment!
Grief… flow through me- and reveal… the light within me that is already healed!
Please do it gently as I kneel. Beloved Providence –
Life on purpose
Life with only a yes
Life with no complaints
Acceptance
Values
Committed Action
And
Love, love, love!
Accept what you want…
What you have… grateful for it all!
Keep on going ….
Bless you my friend Diary… You’ll hear from me tomorrow!
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That marks more than the end of the diary entry because I choose to be in deep Oneness together. If you choose to read on, you may become available for what this all means to you.
Your spiritual, mental, and emotional growth co-create for those you love and especially for you!
If your body is healing like mine, please keep reading.
Ask your mind to feel with your whole heart every breath you breathe in the now!
Wow, you read this far because you have learned so much about you!
“That which you do not wish for yourself you shall not wish for your neighbor. This is the whole law; the rest is only commentary.” – Talmud Shabbat 31a (Judaism)
Who do I become? …Alive….Amazing Grace X 3
If you read this far thank you!
Open heart…
Clear Mind…
Relaxed being
You read my diary –
Thank you…
Sacred space we share
………………………..
I feel privileged to be entrusted with the choice of “Who do I become?” moment by moment.
Please let me know if you’d like to go on retreat with me. Two houses always.
One for woman and one for men.
Each retreat and city is so unique,
P.S.S. Angel our sweet doggie is now an our angel in heaven and I feel her everyday with me where ever I go!
The power of eight is Greg, Jazzy,Tyler, Angel, Teddy, Gracie, Max, and we send you deep rooted stability!
We all are choosing -How to be a family. To choose one of is us is to choose all of us – no division -loyalty is loyalty to “We are all just walking each other home!”
P.S.S.S.
Speaking of health – are you dedicated to your health like I am?
Have you over come breast cancer twice in this lifetime?
Did you need to have a “fertility make over” in order to have two kids? (Two incredible kids)
Did you battle body dismorphia, bulimia, pullimg your hair out. Peeling your skin, or other disorder similar to cutting?
Were you bullied in Childhood?
Did you have to teach yourself how to talk to the opposite sex and fill out your own college placement papers?
Did you have numerous Near Death Experiences at the hands of “loving” family?
Did you have PTSD and heal it to co,plete your education, parenting responisibilities and duty to provide for others and yourself?
Are you ready to release generational trauma to create generational joy?
I have personally with the help of higher power “healed” myself.
I have also learned every modality necessary for my clients to heal themselves!
The list is extensive and I dedicate page to all those that are suffering with any dis-ease!.
I choose life and to be healed of all disease rather than
“death do us part” or dying by accident. My healer grandparents and great grandparents told us the day they were going to leave their physical vessel and prepared me before they left.
They choose to leave their body on a particular day, they forewarned us all several months in advance and “expired” their body on that day with absolute certainty!
You -will you please remember them and your own grandparents always!
I know that no matter how difficult your early life was you can remake every relationship you have because I have with every single person!
Please let me know what you think!
Please write to me here: https://drsarahlarsen.com/contact/
Art : Autumn Skye – “The Awakening”
“It’s dark because you are trying too hard. Lightly child, lightly.
Learn to do everything lightly.
Yes, feel lightly even though you’re feeling deeply. Just lightly let things happen and lightly cope with them.
I was so preposterously serious in those days…
Lightly, lightly – it’s the best advice ever given me…
So throw away your baggage and go forward. There are quicksands all about you, sucking at your feet, trying to suck you down into fear and self-pity and despair.
That’s why you must walk so lightly. Lightly my darling…”
( 
Aldous Huxley )
Asteroid 3 Juno will be well placed, lying in the constellation Leo well above the horizon for much of the night.
What does this mean for you?
Juno Asteroid: Unveiling the Secrets of Commitment and Partnership in Astrology
Astronomy, Astrology, and astro physics are tracking planets and the movement of asteroids in the sky. Yes, asteroids play a part of your use of freewill in accordance to your first breathe.
And a number of asteroids named after ancient Roman and Greek goddesses are particularly important. Meet: Juno. this 3/3/2024 in a sacred ceremony. Juno is named after the goddess of marriage and protector of women.
You do not have to understand anything about astrology to “get right” with this asteroid’s placement in your birth chart.
Yes, this day you will understand -what to look for in a partner, aka what makes you want to commit for the long haul. Understanding this placement can help you grow and learn to have healthier partnerships.
You may remember Roman mythology. Juno was Jupiter’s wife and the queen of the gods. She was a dutiful wife, but Jupiter was a terrible husband. He had numerous affairs, which of course left Juno heartbroken. Astro-physics is studying the energy associated with this asteroid which can represent both the easy and challenging parts of a deep connection.
Are you ready to be illuminated in your approach to commitment, partnership, and the qualities you seek in a long-lasting relationship.
Juno’s potential significance:
Key Traits Associated with Juno:
- Commitment and Long-term Relationships: Juno signifies your desire for deep and committed partnerships, seeking a connection that transcends mere physical attraction. You crave emotional intimacy, mutual support, and a sense of shared purpose.
- Partnership Values and Ideals: This asteroid highlights the qualities you value in a partner, such as shared values, intellectual compatibility, and a willingness to work together towards a common vision. You seek a partner who complements you and supports your growth.
- Negotiation and Compromise: Juno also signifies your ability to compromise and negotiate within a relationship, balancing your needs and desires with those of your partner. You seek a partnership based on mutual respect and understanding.
- Power Dynamics and Roles: This asteroid can also reveal your preferred roles and dynamics within a relationship. You may naturally take on a nurturing or supportive role, or you may seek a partner who shares your ambition and leadership qualities.
- Transformation and Growth Through Partnership: Juno emphasizes the transformative potential of committed relationships, suggesting that partnerships can help you evolve and become a better version of yourself.
Juno will be making its closest approach to the Earth
At around the same time that 3 Juno passes opposition, it also makes its closest approach to the Earth – termed its perigee – making it appear at its brightest in the night sky. This happens because when 3 Juno lies opposite to the Sun in the night sky, the solar system is lined up so that 3 Juno, the Earth and the Sun lie in a straight line with the Earth in the middle, on the same side of the Sun as 3 Juno.
Say this out loud now from now until you feel the energies of Asteroid Juno 3!
May a good vision catch me
May a benevolent vision take hold of me, and move me
May a deep and full vision come over me,
and burst open around me
May a luminous vision inform me, enfold me.
May I awaken into the story that surrounds,
May I awaken into the beautiful story.
May the wondrous story find me;
May the wildness that makes beauty arise between two lovers
arise beautifully between my body and the body of this land,
between my flesh and the flesh of this earth,
here and now,
on this day,
May I taste something sacred.
~ David Abram
~ Artist David Hale
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